Coronavirus Part 18, Mental Health, 'Free' Deeds Working, Foundation For Ram Mandir, Migration To Foreign Nation

                 There is a small break in the cycle of posts owing to the mismanagement of my own self or it might not be safe or lack of proper planning or whatever reason. These deeds of noble worth need to be worked upon well, planned properly, managed properly and executed properly for a good output. I somewhere missed the link and resulted in a momentary pause. A part of the reason has to be my mental health for the lull. While it is true that the pandemic has resulted in the rise of number of psychiatric cases, I am also slowly sliding into such a state of bad psychotic health. I penetrated into the cycle of states of mind for the past 17 weeks that it all lead up to some serious deviations. It has acted like a slow poison, consuming me slowly and rendered me numb at the end of it. This is the price I am paying for the series of the posts or whatever good I am doing. Breaking away from this cycle will bring some relief for the state of mind.

                 I need to put forth that no one pressured me into doing this. I acted on my own behest and due to the uncanny desire to prolong the serial for as long as possible without any interruptions. My desires and motives harm none other than my own self. I can’t help myself which has been the trait from the beginning. When I am stuck in the rut and going through the state of psychotic disorder, some onlooker need to intervene, break the chain and rescue to tranquillity. But many people go green about my posts and the question of ‘helping hand’ never arises. The grass is always greener on the other side and only the person emanating this greenery knows the pain. I wish the pandemic ends sooner so that senses are restored and I stop this serial.

                 A feature of this exercise is I am writing this blog for free investing so much energy and time. I would like to say that I am not business minded and expect no monetary gains in return for most of the things I do. I volunteer for free on weekends teaching financially challenged kids, orphan kids, backward class students and inspiring them to rise. I volunteer for free for several NGOs helping the needy. I work in my organisation in such a way that I assume ownership, giving more than 100% each and every time. Every employee need to assume ownership of the organisation and work by giving your heart to it. You should never match your efforts with what you are getting paid. I have seen many great men working for no salary. You should not equate your efforts for personal monetary gain but rather look at the greater good.

                Like all the above, the best things in the world come for free which are air, water etc. I am also doing it for the good of all for free. This has to be the trend which needs to be followed all over. This model needs to be followed by one and all for spreading more goodness for free. I can say that this model is practical and works on the ground since I am the living example. You may lose initially but in the long run your efforts will be rewarded and you will get more than what you want. I would like to see many others to follow suit. To re-iterate again, from my blog to volunteer work to official work which are three dimensions of my efforts, I am never business minded and contribute myself whole-heartedly to the cause. After all you may live poor financially, but will gain unmatchable identity, name and fame.

                A bright light which has shed in the times of gloom is the beginning of the construction of Ram Mandir in Ayodhya. It has been the result of actions many kar sevaks who stood for the construction of the sacred monument in the Ram Janmabhoomi. From the days of yesteryear where the struggle for a rightful dedication to Lord Ram to the present day in my generation where it is all happening, the journey is a long tiring one. We are all fortunate that this monumental construction has started in our generation. That the temple is going to come up for Lord Ram should symbolise the resurgence of Ram in every common man of the country. The monument should symbolise the renaissance in the society and should reflect the resurrection of Lord Ram in this day and age in every living being. Whatever paths we have travelled till date, should all converge into his footsteps. We can leave the past and shift our direction in the future. If this difficult shift is taken by this current generation, then all the future generations will be accustomed to it and travel in the same path. These monuments will be vindicated when they stand for the collective soul and spirit of the public and not just a structure of stone.

               By the time, the temple is constructed; everyone should align themselves as Lord Ram and should take a rebirth to lead a life living by his ideals and dharma. That signifies the emergence of Lord Ram in the world in the form of a rising monument. Just to mention, if we are already His true followers, then there will not be any corona or any other virus bringing the humans to this state. It is a coincidence that the foundation ceremony took place in this pandemic time which is the need of the hour. For all that is said, it is the name of the Lord which is worth chanting, it is the life of His followers which is worth living, which all will lead us to ultimate peace and harmony in the world. Let us all strive for that world and for that day to see the light in our lifetime. That is the true indelible imprint we leave and the true inheritance we pass it on to the future generations.

                Moving to another issue regarding my mobility, I am stuck in my house since the past few years. I am not sure if it creates any problems. More than the house, I am stuck in India since last 3 years at the heights of my work. I don’t know if there will be any complications because of my immobility in the same nation. I served India more than any other person did during the past few years and would like to make it 100% sure, move to some other nation and continue the good work in the foreign nation. But the idiots in U.S. rejected my H1B extension and denied my temporary emigration. They don’t help me in any way and who will be responsible if things go wrong in India. There are enough ominous and inauspicious events that has happened and I don’t want to continue to see them time and again. I am tired of it all.

                It is after their denial, that I started the campaign for New India and giving my everything for the cause. Now these same people want me back in their country and are willing to offer visa. I also applied for a visa to another country but don’t look like making it. I am very serious about this immobility and I would like to get rid of India. Someone needs to help me and put me on flight for a continuous onward journey to enter another phase of my life. I thought U.S. served me while I am serving India but they are not helping me out when it is required the most. I don’t want to see something going wrong because of me as I am rising day by day like an uncontrolled object. Hence, give me the H1B and take me back to your nation.

                 Coming to the statistics, there are a total of 216.41 lakh infected cases worldwide and 7.69 lakh people dead. In the past week, 16.4 lakh new cases came up and 37 thousand passed away. The week has seen more than 16 lakh cases which is among the highest cases registered in a week. It looks like there is no end in sight for the pandemic and we need to wait till the advent of a vaccine. It has disturbed us very profoundly in many ways. Many people have lost their livelihoods and incomes in these times which is an acceptable fact. The countries reeling under the pandemic have did much more damage to its people. Many countries worldwide are entering into recession because of the prolonged pandemic. The world is facing the worst economic crisis since the Great depression of 1930s. Many prominent people in India have contracted the virus and it is touching more people along its way.

                You and I might be the next in line of this virus. Many of my near and dear are also infected by the virus. I am fearful of travelling to my chores every day since I may also become victim. I am contemplating a self imposed quarantine for a few weeks to keep myself safe but will it really materialise. Every time I go out, I get the news of some known person catching the virus which gets me frightened. The virus has reached my place and few of them are locked up like untouchables which is a difficult ordeal to go through. You will not know the heat of the occasion till you experience it first hand and I am going through that phase. The concerned authorities must be fully geared up and arrest this wave before it reaches the next level and catches more people in its net.