Thoughts In A Wandering Mind

               I don’t know at what moment the thought strike my mind to write weekly, I have been drowned in endless thoughts without any gap since then. It has been a heavy duty to my brain thinking about the past posts, how the public receive them, thinking about future posts – churning a concept from a plethora of thoughts, ruminating on it and absorbing for genuineness, generating lot of intensity, withering pressures from intolerant public and everything else which puts burden on my head. There must have been no one who is as efficient in using the brain as me. I remember entering this kind of phase at the flag end of my foreign trip and getting disoriented. I escaped from the scene and returned to home nation which eased the burden. Now, I don’t see any escape route and going through it every week entrapped. I am going through it all for whatever reason but hope it won’t get much severe than this and cause damage. A good day-time sleep ...

           There have been many instances of me writing something satirical about the big nation and I think it went over the board in my last attempt. There raised some behavioural questions pertaining to my strong criticism and I invited all the trouble to myself. I know I am a little kid and have no age, qualification and authority to criticise a big brother but doing it for the sake of revealing a mix of facts with gags. I apologise to one and all for my behaviour which is not entirely in good taste. There are few reasons why I do it. First is to pin-point a bad policy. Secondly, for the sake of irony and to evoke some giggles which is what I get personally. I laugh in many instances when I come across the eccentric ways of someone or something. It’s my weakness since I was a child not to take things seriously and make fun out of life. Long back someone asked ‘What have you achieved that you are smiling’. I wanted to say that I smile at nothing but ...

               Ever since past many years, any known person when he comes across, some of the most common questions to me are – ‘How’ are you?, ‘How’ are you doing?, ‘How’ is life?, and many ‘how’ questions with a stress on ‘how’. These questions are posed to me since I lead such a pathetic life. I know I am different but that should not make me a ‘how’ man. How I do such things – the experience dates back to 9 to 10 years when I came into public life and became extremely public person. Those who observed me noted at that time itself as to how I can lead such a life. Leading such a life for 5 years took me to the foreign nation where I continued to lead the same life and had to return back because of such deeds in foreign nation. This oscillation happened for few years where I did not find my footing at any place and lead a nomadic life.                I settled for the last three years but still go ...

                 One of the ways to look at my last 3 month journey is I worked like a CM of a state, PM of a country, CEO of a company, Dean of a college, Principal of a school, leader-in-chief and every individual where the buck stops. It has been my basis since past many years but feverishly increased in the last 3 months. It also has to do with my weekly updates which have reached a new pitch. No one can agree more with the fact that I am doing a great job within my means. Here I would like to touch upon a point which most Indians do. Everyone draws a boundary around them and never comes out of it. They never assume higher responsibility or act above their roles. They are extremely content in their own little roles and find it happy at the end of the day if they are getting paid for it. Many are content to follow than to lead. As a result of this herd mentality success or failure of a state or any en...