Thoughts In A Wandering Mind

               It has been some time since I posted something in this medium. My life is taking some important turns in the mean time which had me occupied in this period. While I always see darkness with little hope, I need to find brightness with a bit of hope. We are closing in on 2020 and entering the next decade and I wish to sail smoothly till the end of decade and reach the destination i.e. 2030. It is ambitious to be true but at the same time, there is every reason to be optimistic, considering what had happened from 2010 to 2020. I hope I can bring good change in the world around and in the people and wish to live on their well-wishes. But, for that to happen there is a lot of ground to cover and change myself first.                  I talk about a lot of things but hardly put them into practise. This time, there is no scope for talk – the metamorphosis has to...

               These days it has been like playing with fire. I need to be extremely cautious and evade any danger. It is about being in the situation of disabling the public and I had to provide some fodder to enable them. It is about giving them something to make myself bearable. When I am mingling in a group, people can easily feel me as someone too much to handle. My problems are solved, I am writing weekly posts, working in a good job and all additional factors going my way have only contributed to the moments of rendering havoc on the public. It is like I am living and I am alone living at the expense of everyone else. The juggernaut has reached the huge proportion and the point where, if a person like me has to live a good life, it has to disable many others. If they have to be enabled then I need to get disabled but not all of us enabled at the same time. This is how the equation is working.            ...

               The pandemic has got rid of few problems but create few other problems. I think the problems solved by the pandemic are much more deep and profound than the peripheral problems created by it. This is the weapon unleashed by God to correct the balance of planet Earth, correct the erring humans and put them in right direction. In a way, the pandemic is a good problem to have. It is always good to have a problem for the good of humanity. Applying on a personal front, it is always good to have a problem which makes you more liveable. The days of problems might bring you headaches but it is naturally correct to occur to you and you are better off living with those problems than finding a solution. These days of lockdown has solved few of my problems and in the process created few others.                 Applying a physics law, the problems in the world are constan...

               The new normal of working from home is a good time in a few ways and bad time in few other ways. Good time because you can work from the comfort of home, be with your family members all the time, have timely food and every advantage, the home brings to you. There are several reasons for calling it a bad time as well. It has blocked me from working in an office setting, blocked me to function normally by engaging in some meaningful routines or I was unable to find some, led me to the situation where I had to be very creative to navigate a day and finally made me a bad guy in a self-destruction mode. When you are a bad person for an extended period, more than anything, you are self-destroying your own self. Being good is important, being ‘cool’ is important -for you and for everyone else.               The pandemic has disturbed the normal ro...

                It has been many months since the start of the remote work from home and I am restricted to home by sitting in front of the system. My official work involves using a laptop for longer hours. Though it is a challenge in itself and involves some strain, I am not restricted to just doing it since the past 5 months. My main challenge involves doing some work other than official work. It might be called as cover up of original work or anything but it has been like that. It is difficult to create some work every day and I have been creating outside chores since the past 150 days or more on a regular basis. To be true, I don’t have any work outside but everything I did was out of creation. Even these series of blog posts are out of sheer creation. This is how I am running the gauntlet of trying to keep myself busy, amid nothing and even in times of pandemic. This is how I am trying to capture the imaginatio...

             Many weeks have rolled on since I floated the thought of ‘Yes India’, which has been the reality on the ground. It is not merely an idea or a loose word of mouth, but the toil and work of more than 8 years which has been translated into a two-word phrase. The phrase ‘Yes India’ is coined with lot of action going behind it which adds weightage and genuinity to it. The pandemic has upped the quotient of my acceptance with the last few months adding to the workload (barring few days). If it is earlier a mild ‘Yes’, now it has become a severe and thumping ‘Yes’. If I am the focal point of this severity, the repercussions can be felt far and wide which makes this ‘Yes’ infectious or contagious. When you over-do it, it spills out of proportions and influences others as well. If you do it for yourself, you can do little but when you do it for many others, you need to do more and let it spill over. I had been going throu...

                 There is a small break in the cycle of posts owing to the mismanagement of my own self or it might not be safe or lack of proper planning or whatever reason. These deeds of noble worth need to be worked upon well, planned properly, managed properly and executed properly for a good output. I somewhere missed the link and resulted in a momentary pause. A part of the reason has to be my mental health for the lull. While it is true that the pandemic has resulted in the rise of number of psychiatric cases, I am also slowly sliding into such a state of bad psychotic health. I penetrated into the cycle of states of mind for the past 17 weeks that it all lead up to some serious deviations. It has acted like a slow poison, consuming me slowly and rendered me numb at the end of it. This is the price I am paying for the series of the posts or whatever good I am doing. Breaking away from this cycle will bring some relief for the state ...

               I don’t know at what moment the thought strike my mind to write weekly, I have been drowned in endless thoughts without any gap since then. It has been a heavy duty to my brain thinking about the past posts, how the public receive them, thinking about future posts – churning a concept from a plethora of thoughts, ruminating on it and absorbing for genuineness, generating lot of intensity, withering pressures from intolerant public and everything else which puts burden on my head. There must have been no one who is as efficient in using the brain as me. I remember entering this kind of phase at the flag end of my foreign trip and getting disoriented. I escaped from the scene and returned to home nation which eased the burden. Now, I don’t see any escape route and going through it every week entrapped. I am going through it all for whatever reason but hope it won’t get much severe than this and cause damage. A good day-time sleep ...

           There have been many instances of me writing something satirical about the big nation and I think it went over the board in my last attempt. There raised some behavioural questions pertaining to my strong criticism and I invited all the trouble to myself. I know I am a little kid and have no age, qualification and authority to criticise a big brother but doing it for the sake of revealing a mix of facts with gags. I apologise to one and all for my behaviour which is not entirely in good taste. There are few reasons why I do it. First is to pin-point a bad policy. Secondly, for the sake of irony and to evoke some giggles which is what I get personally. I laugh in many instances when I come across the eccentric ways of someone or something. It’s my weakness since I was a child not to take things seriously and make fun out of life. Long back someone asked ‘What have you achieved that you are smiling’. I wanted to say that I smile at nothing but ...