Review of a Rare Rebirth and Few 'Impactful' Insights

                         The traversals in the circular rotations that I have been making for a while took me to the starting point again, this time giving me a re-birth. I am born again at the home location from the point where I left with same body and age. I still cannot believe that I returned home from the bloody mission and start all over again as if nothing has happened. It is a miracle that I had been lifted from the myriad problems. This didn’t happen from my own personal efforts since I went as far as the point of no-return. All the collective prayers must have been answered which resulted in unfurling of events leading up to my present state of reincarnation. It once again proves that when you work for the greater good, the same will be reciprocated for your own welfare. I worked for the people and it is the same people who erected me from a collapse. This can be a lesson for everyone who does not cross the line for a worthy adventure. When you jump in for a good cause and everyone believes what you are doing is good, you will be automatically rescued from the dangers to safety.

                        The past life is done and how I go about in the second opportunity is a dilemma to be resolved. I am yet to decide on the course I need to follow. The past experience leaves me pondering that the step I had taken is correct since everyone believed so and can continue in the same mode. Since everything went fine and I am back safe and sound, it will only encourage me to take more risks and bold steps to begin with. On the flip side, if it is not correct and I am embarking on a sinking ship, then I had to take corrective measures beforehand.  I might have to take more control and lead a more subdued life breaking away from the highflying extravaganza. There are a lot of factors which come into play adding weight to either of these decisions before I am nudged into one of the paths. I would be happy if I can choose and decide on my own rather than being decided and pushed by the multitudes.

                          Over the past few years, I am impacting the lives of the people as an unknown force. The magnitude of the force and the extent of the impact have increased over the time that my work is considered important. It is always better to come out in open and declare all the intentions to one and all rather than working as an obscure, imaginative terrorist. Nevertheless, I continue to work tirelessly and the stage has reached to affect each and every person for the better. This is not an easy thing and the clout was not acquired overnight but took a long period of continuous work. When you grow so big there is an unease of ending up as a white elephant. My presence makes the lives of lot of people very stressful and difficult. You can as well harness the stature for good reasons doing unimaginable and amazing things.

                          People wonder if this can be done by a common man or out of reach for him. A common person will at best impact his own life besides three to four family members. Anyone can scale up to create impact but require lot of struggle, commitment and dedication. Another secret is a sense of sacrifice and starting off early. A person will never think about service to the people, service to the nation until he reaches retirement or after all his needs are met. If one does the best work at a young age by giving away all the diversions, it creates a strong impression across a wider net. Investing a significant energy of the prime age towards finer ideals and causes will have larger and ripple effect. I am not even 30 but think, effect and work for causes which are in generic terms - far, far beyond my age. It is not easy and associates with sacrifices and giving up of a bit of personal life. There has to be a system which encourages individuals to work as such without being treated as different.

                        I had been in the home nation for more than 50 days and the personality of the past to dominate is slowly starting to re-emerge. There is a world of difference when you are operating from home and away from it. Many times, my spirit is hit hard and I am retracted to a dwindle form in the foreign nation. Raising from a state of being oppressed, homecoming is slowly transforming me to oppress. At this moment, I really feel sorry for all those who are being oppressed by me and my actions. I know the pain and suffocation from first-hand experience. After my great foreign stints, people in home nation have started to endure all that I throw at them. They are tolerating my unbearable atrocities silently without ever hitting back. All my sins will ultimately take me to foreign nation where I will get back all I had given. This again needs to be altered and I need to be more circumspect giving respect to the feelings of others. I cannot venture to kill their free flowing spirit and induce all negativity upon their morale.     

                        My blog space has turned a decade few months back and this is an occasion to thank all the readers for taking out time to read and think about my stuff. This is the space which discovered me to the world and made me what I am for better or worse. The decade has been eventful and I can say it is equivalent to fifty years of peaceful living. The space started on best of the artistic episodes and the shine might have waned gradually. I wrote better as a student and craved for good content as well. It turned out as an online diary in the recent past but glad that I am posting more frequently. It has become my lifeline and driving all my activity recently. Hope it stay without influencing me negatively and bring out more tales on personal and general issues.