Thoughts In A Wandering Mind

                             When you cannot control your life, it will control you. Much worse is when people control you. I knew of the first paradigm long before and accepted it as a limitation which needs to be improved. The notion of destiny taking the reins is not encouraging and the solution can be arrived through some good guidance and blessings from elderly masters who have complete mastery over their mind, body and soul. To throw some more light of what I don’t have, there is no control on my thoughts at least, leave alone actions. Whenever I am supposed to deliver, all I utter is whatever that comes to my mouth. My body parts move involuntarily without any sync with inner conscience and mind. All the coordinators are loosely coupled and every entity behaves on its own. These internal deficiencies are extrapolated to the outer segment of li...

                         There have been many trips made to the U.S and each has ended in a negative note in some way. The last one was negative and big failure because of my incompetence to befriend and live with any member of opposite sex. Commoners can afford mistakes but not someone who is responsible and in a position to cast his influence on the public. I knew the importance of this and its relationship to the success but neglected for long. For my purpose, this is the needful which I never did. Before commencement of each stint, this has to be included in the homework but I became a foreigner in the home place and reflected the same by becoming a foreign object in the foreign nation. No stint is complete and produce any fruitful results on a small or large scale with these tasteless and unidimensional lives. Thanks to the person that I am, I can only portray...