Review Of a Final Shot and Few Innovative Insights

                    There are many reasons people continue with their labor. Some operate without any purpose, some are more specific about the outcome beforehand while some others look for a outcome after the energies are spent pointlessly and time elapsed. I belong to the third category and search for happenings in the hindsight. I am too reckless and easy going not to fight for the purpose of my presence and never mind giving up and going off track. The purpose of coming here on multiple occasions is to mold myself into an employable person in this country. Any aged, grown up person with a similar profile who takes an iota of salt regularly in his food does it. Moreover it is the opportunity which only a lucky few would be getting and many back home vie for. Due to reasons unknown and weaknesses of mine which include fear, other restraining forces, I remained the primitive man not fit for any role. You cannot remain headstrong in your stand forever. Flexible to prevailing requirements and adapting to the times is the key to success in several phases. Though what you stand for works sometimes for a better outcome it may also prove counter-productive and derogatory at other instances. I am maintaining the same conduct, same answers to interview questions and same method of answering since last 2 long years (or 20 years). No doubt, I am being conferred the same result of rejection since as many years.

                    It looks meaningless to look at the mammoth effort from the above perspective. Despite little gain to the professional front due to the grinding, I created a growth – oriented prototype which is a larger outcome. When you are regular and religious in your undertakings, it is more than normal that you are on a path to growth. It is not unnatural that you had landed in the present place by virtue of the past. Affecting the populace in similar lines who look at me would usher in a quick progress. There is real impact when you walk and then talk. I would rather say, I am following the prototype of the home nation which has been racing against time by registering very good numbers of growth which is also the need of the hour. Every other nation is better served in aiding her to that end.

                    It is a fortune of our age that we all are living in a sophisticated world due to the innovative thinking of the ancestors of this land. They are jewels to the nation and benefactors of humanity across the globe. The products of their ideas are so powerful that they made everyone who came to know these surrender without waging a battle. All the battles on ground are mere symbolic representations of mental defeats. This has now become history and any nation which is in the beginning stage can take a leaf out of this book. More than any other nation which are all developed, India, which has a long way to go can assimilate the culture of innovation to get better results and reach the next level. This should help not only the nation but humanity across the globe for finding solutions to the modern day problems.

                    I mentioned few times earlier that a person like me operating like a machine will become dysfunctional or faulty. No one will consider the words of a defunct person earnestly. I wonder what good can be done through this veering ship without getting repaired and brought in line. I have been asked to ‘give’ and operate further when I planned to retire few years back. I am giving in day after day since then with no sight of respite. When a person is suffering to such an extent, I can demand the criteria for job selection should be relaxed to accommodate the individual and bring him back to the correct line.

                    By virtue of this giving in, my effort over the years has become the dangerous object of playing with the emotions of the people inadvertently. I do not know what right I had to inflict such a mental agony and imbalance to the populace. Like the Newton’s law which states for every action there would be an opposite reaction of equal magnitude, I will get back what I give. No wonder, my foreign stints are marred with bouts of extreme emotions and psychological imbalances. It must be a criminal case on my part for wreaking havoc in the pleasant lives of people. There are two ways to look at it.

                    First one - I believe in parallels to principal of energy which states all the energy in the world is constant. This can be morphed to real life quantities and qualities as well. A statement can be – the net result of a person’s work is neither good nor bad but a constant and will change forms. I am past my Best By date sometime back and currently doing all bad things like playing with people’s  emotions and justifying my living. I justified my wrong doing and made people get used to my deeds that they expect me to inflict anger, agony, envy and all negative emotions in regular intervals so much so that disrupting has become the new normal. A natural question pops up – for how long can I do this to inflict these indigestive feelings.

                    Second one - It is going to help me or the person receiving these hard feelings in a positive way. I am still doing good and firmly believe that all these vicious feelings and bouts of disruption should eventually nullify to a better outcome. The second one is a shared belief and faith of the public at large. Sometimes, magic can win over the logic.   

                    There has been an enhanced activity in the two countries I am visiting in the last few years. These nations are operating at their optimum level and functioning at their best. This increased agility can be spilled over to other nations as well and act as a catalyst. The catalyst came in the form of bomb strikes from US on other nations to set them right. If not the trauma, this will surely be spurring some activity for good in these nations in the long run. This kind of shouldering of responsibility is required from large nations to fill the void of inaction wherever required.