Resumption of Foreign Life and Acts of Integration

                  The troubled phase resumed in the foreign nation for the job search. I came and made myself part of this struggle willingly. This is not silly and any big problem might be on the way. I am already engulfed in a lot of problems. First of all, I entered the nation in a paranoid way and started to work, walk with a feeble health. Well, I never thought my outlook resembles that of a mentally ill person. I lamented those who thought so are rather mentally retarded. But I was wrong in my earlier perception since the situation gradually deteriorated and here I was - running helter-skelter impacting things which are beyond my control and range of the duty. Just like the outer space, there is no limit to this paranoia which keeps on pushing the boundaries with each passing day.

                  The country attracts these people with such conditions since there are many others out here who are on a plane higher than me. But like anyone who are perplexed at this condition, I must admit that I went too far and there must be a point where this must stop. I hope my goals are reached as early as possible before the marathon finishes without any further hiccups.

                  There must also be a reason for this madness, otherwise men does not go to such an extent of operation. In my case, I have been working non-stop far beyond my years of healthy best. When you are in focus with authority who is looked up to lead, you cannot only work to impact your own life and your own people and take a break. Benefitting one section of a society when you are at helm brings discomfort to others. Even if you do not want, you will be made to work till everyone is benefitted. One can never work in such a way so that all the constituents are satisfied. Such work can only integrate varied sets of people without any differences. At a bigger picture, I have been on this impossible mission to reach out to all the constituents and integrate them all. The country and the place I am from is a land with varied sets of people with many differences among each group. Reaching out to everyone by improving everyone’s lives and unifying them all is a mission of its own and near ideal job. I work for such outcomes and scenarios where everyone feels the drive to improve lives due to sacrifices and relentless nature of the men who lead.

                  Ever since I had flown to the foreign nation, there are expectations on me to work like super human beyond my means from my home nation. You can exert constructive pressure but cannot break the person altogether. I want to put upfront that I am not here out of interest or to beat the monotonous life. This is the work that I was designated to do or the path laid out for me and I just had to go through the motions with diligence. I would also go and do a scavenger job if it is laid out for me if not fly to another country. I would be rather interested and jealous at someone who had a stable life without any heroic actions and constant struggles.

                  Rather than getting mentally disturbed and turning jealous at these unavoidable foreign stints, one can always emulate these actions through commitment in their own path and work. To decode me and put the massive stretch in perspective, I am an ordinary person, just better than a layman and who is categorized by educated adults to work in a clerical role. With these tools, I dared to dream beyond the impossible and made it to the most advanced nation not once or twice but thrice. If everyone who watch the story works like this, it would not take much time to turn our own backyards into a developed place which results in much happier future generations who craves to stay in home nation.

                   In the recent many posts, I gave a few lines of views on the stories happening around which increased in the last post with many short summaries of events with high magnitude. These are expressed based on the coherence of the events occurred and their logical conclusion. This need not always be correct and expert in nature. Going forward, I do not intend to deviate much by utilizing time and contribute my thoughts on issues which are not in my purview. This is only because I would like to utilize my energies on subjects which help me personally and get me some income. At least, I will be an expert in those areas and achieve something like a good job rather than this dissipation in all directions. This will be observed till I find a source of income.

                   Here I am in the foreign nation again for the nth time. This might be the last chance and I had to be serious at my task. You cannot while away, walk around and afford to miss the chance to earn these many times. First time can be funny, second time learning, third time serious. I landed in many places during my visits and the great thing about the nation is you go to any place – everything is scenic, pleasant, organized and well-planned. The outward appearance of each place is same constant wallpaper running in the background. These are not just flashy erections or mere paint on the wall but more a result of an inner systematic grinding over the years. The work is more deeper and bottom-up. First, you will need to build your individuals who will in turn build as many places.