Thoughts In A Wandering Mind

                One of the features of my life till date is I am an uncontrolled person. Though I do not show anger, I can easily get agitated and lose my control. It is a big gaping hole in my personality. I am any ordinary person but sometimes become important. This drawback can become a setback in some critical moments. For instance, an uncontrolled leader grown to gigantic proportion can set the whole land out of control. Hence to shape a good personality, control is very important. It is all too important for hardworking men of action who are trailblazers, path breakers, flag bearers, forerunners and set-the-ball-rollers. This control should begin at an young age and should gradually imbibe into the personality as one becomes an adult.                 A child is controlled by his father and an adult is controlled by a woman. The absence of ...

               It has been nearly two months since my last post came out. Every week, the ‘crazy me’ would like to share some crazy thoughts but it didn’t happen that way. I might sound crazy in writing this blog but I am happy to be called as such as long as there is no harm in it. I missed on writing down my review on the year gone by and it has already been a month into the New Year. So, as mentioned, I just couldn’t keep awake all night for 1 or 2 days to update this space. Nonetheless, if I still recall the past year, it is the most suppressive and oppressive year for the humanity with highest population in the recent times from a virus. The virus brought death bells ringing upon humanity and also took life out of remaining living population. In simple terms, the virus killed the spirit of humanity across the globe. The dead are gone and the living is more dead than alive. Life in its all forms has been knocked...

               It has been some time since I posted something in this medium. My life is taking some important turns in the mean time which had me occupied in this period. While I always see darkness with little hope, I need to find brightness with a bit of hope. We are closing in on 2020 and entering the next decade and I wish to sail smoothly till the end of decade and reach the destination i.e. 2030. It is ambitious to be true but at the same time, there is every reason to be optimistic, considering what had happened from 2010 to 2020. I hope I can bring good change in the world around and in the people and wish to live on their well-wishes. But, for that to happen there is a lot of ground to cover and change myself first.                  I talk about a lot of things but hardly put them into practise. This time, there is no scope for talk – the metamorphosis has to...

               These days it has been like playing with fire. I need to be extremely cautious and evade any danger. It is about being in the situation of disabling the public and I had to provide some fodder to enable them. It is about giving them something to make myself bearable. When I am mingling in a group, people can easily feel me as someone too much to handle. My problems are solved, I am writing weekly posts, working in a good job and all additional factors going my way have only contributed to the moments of rendering havoc on the public. It is like I am living and I am alone living at the expense of everyone else. The juggernaut has reached the huge proportion and the point where, if a person like me has to live a good life, it has to disable many others. If they have to be enabled then I need to get disabled but not all of us enabled at the same time. This is how the equation is working.            ...

               The pandemic has got rid of few problems but create few other problems. I think the problems solved by the pandemic are much more deep and profound than the peripheral problems created by it. This is the weapon unleashed by God to correct the balance of planet Earth, correct the erring humans and put them in right direction. In a way, the pandemic is a good problem to have. It is always good to have a problem for the good of humanity. Applying on a personal front, it is always good to have a problem which makes you more liveable. The days of problems might bring you headaches but it is naturally correct to occur to you and you are better off living with those problems than finding a solution. These days of lockdown has solved few of my problems and in the process created few others.                 Applying a physics law, the problems in the world are constan...

               The new normal of working from home is a good time in a few ways and bad time in few other ways. Good time because you can work from the comfort of home, be with your family members all the time, have timely food and every advantage, the home brings to you. There are several reasons for calling it a bad time as well. It has blocked me from working in an office setting, blocked me to function normally by engaging in some meaningful routines or I was unable to find some, led me to the situation where I had to be very creative to navigate a day and finally made me a bad guy in a self-destruction mode. When you are a bad person for an extended period, more than anything, you are self-destroying your own self. Being good is important, being ‘cool’ is important -for you and for everyone else.               The pandemic has disturbed the normal ro...

                It has been many months since the start of the remote work from home and I am restricted to home by sitting in front of the system. My official work involves using a laptop for longer hours. Though it is a challenge in itself and involves some strain, I am not restricted to just doing it since the past 5 months. My main challenge involves doing some work other than official work. It might be called as cover up of original work or anything but it has been like that. It is difficult to create some work every day and I have been creating outside chores since the past 150 days or more on a regular basis. To be true, I don’t have any work outside but everything I did was out of creation. Even these series of blog posts are out of sheer creation. This is how I am running the gauntlet of trying to keep myself busy, amid nothing and even in times of pandemic. This is how I am trying to capture the imaginatio...