Thoughts In A Wandering Mind

                It has been many months since the start of the remote work from home and I am restricted to home by sitting in front of the system. My official work involves using a laptop for longer hours. Though it is a challenge in itself and involves some strain, I am not restricted to just doing it since the past 5 months. My main challenge involves doing some work other than official work. It might be called as cover up of original work or anything but it has been like that. It is difficult to create some work every day and I have been creating outside chores since the past 150 days or more on a regular basis. To be true, I don’t have any work outside but everything I did was out of creation. Even these series of blog posts are out of sheer creation. This is how I am running the gauntlet of trying to keep myself busy, amid nothing and even in times of pandemic. This is how I am trying to capture the imaginatio...

             Many weeks have rolled on since I floated the thought of ‘Yes India’, which has been the reality on the ground. It is not merely an idea or a loose word of mouth, but the toil and work of more than 8 years which has been translated into a two-word phrase. The phrase ‘Yes India’ is coined with lot of action going behind it which adds weightage and genuinity to it. The pandemic has upped the quotient of my acceptance with the last few months adding to the workload (barring few days). If it is earlier a mild ‘Yes’, now it has become a severe and thumping ‘Yes’. If I am the focal point of this severity, the repercussions can be felt far and wide which makes this ‘Yes’ infectious or contagious. When you over-do it, it spills out of proportions and influences others as well. If you do it for yourself, you can do little but when you do it for many others, you need to do more and let it spill over. I had been going throu...

                 There is a small break in the cycle of posts owing to the mismanagement of my own self or it might not be safe or lack of proper planning or whatever reason. These deeds of noble worth need to be worked upon well, planned properly, managed properly and executed properly for a good output. I somewhere missed the link and resulted in a momentary pause. A part of the reason has to be my mental health for the lull. While it is true that the pandemic has resulted in the rise of number of psychiatric cases, I am also slowly sliding into such a state of bad psychotic health. I penetrated into the cycle of states of mind for the past 17 weeks that it all lead up to some serious deviations. It has acted like a slow poison, consuming me slowly and rendered me numb at the end of it. This is the price I am paying for the series of the posts or whatever good I am doing. Breaking away from this cycle will bring some relief for the state ...