Thoughts In A Wandering Mind

As I had informed you  earlier , it has been 3 tough years since I came to America in April’22. One of the major hallmarks of the entire tenure is I had simply kept the country before the sel f. I always worked towards the larger picture, interests and never confined to my limited self. I can give many examples of this trend. Let me begin by telling some of the worst cases which I followed to serve the nation at large. Everyone gets married to raise a family but I seemed to have married to serve the world better. I always used my partner for my ‘work ’ routines and to keep myself extremely busy to serve the external elements. So much so that my spouse, after living with me for little over 2 years in U.S., going back to India se emed to be the safest option for her . Living with me for a leng thy time period with these daily routines and environment seemed to be dangerous. And sending her back to India is a n act of keeping her safe . Not just my spouse, my ho use mat...

This has a huge personal connection for me. I am an industrious person working in U.S. , for this country over the past 3 years. The goals are simple – better financial standing, upward mobility and increased standards, quality of life. These will be realized when the country doesn’t ‘use’ me or ‘exploit’ me but rather ‘support’ or ‘help’ me achieve these meaningful goals of a poor immigrant. My current standing portrays a bleak picture and a far cry from the standard  expectations a person like me will have after contributing so much for this nation. To re alize the bare minimum dreams of countless individuals from my bracket, the country needs to be industrious and not make them disappointed and dejected . In a certain way, my American dream will be realized when Made in America movement takes off to a decent level . I wonder it is certainly not the case. Has it to ok o ff by now, I would have fared much better and left the country with good memories, ha ppine...